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Yea so i have some new pictures up and may i say im pleased with the turn out. Must look in full view or you may miss out
Hopefully the smoke from N.C. clears up so i can get back out and take a few more

Nothing to much has been going on this week, just the same ole same ole

--Cheryl

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hehehe friday the 13

nothing has really been going on, had a birthday hung out with some people, worked a lot. laladedadeda everyone has heard this before or is sitting at home doing the same thing. Ive also have been going through a creative block, just cant seem to get anything out. I may have some photos coming soon...but i guess thats all for now.

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so this month has been a little crazy. There was a few tornadoes that went through an area that wasnt to far from where i am. So far i havent heard about any deaths just injuries which is just abosolutely amazing. I know it may sound wrong but i wanted to go and take pictures of the aftermath but i didnt. I guess i wanted to capture how strong nature is yet how much we as humans can go through and still be strong enough to pick up the pieces.
So besides the weather, i have been going through some tough emotional issues. Im torn on whether or not i should take some time off work to go help out my family or stay and just send a small contribution to help out with the difficult times. Even though ive send more than my share. I really care what is going on but ive seen what ive sent go to brother and sister when thats the reason they need to money. They both work and live with them but cant contribute so im getting calls ever week to wire more. I cant just write them off but i have to make this cease. They walked all over me when i lived there and they seem to still be able to. I love my family but i dont know how much more i can give. I know my last jounal i was talking of a vacation but now i wont be able to take it. Because of what i just sent to help out. So once again a dream i have is stomped on just like prom, travel softball, and new clothes. All things i couldnt do or have because of my lieing theiving brother and gambling addicted mother. But ive never been able to turn away and never will they are my family. What do i do, i need to worry about myself but cant when everyone elses dumps their needs and wants on me. How do i say no without myself getting write off like the uncaring daughter. I wish they could see how their tearing me apart, and how its taking a toll on my relationship with my boyfriend. It was hard enough to cancel the plans for a vacation with him, he says he's not mad but i can tell he's upset about it. I dont know I dont know I dont know

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I want to take a vacation!
I want to go somewhere i have never been before! I want to exprience life in new ways! I want to instill the memories of excitement so i can pass the stories on to my kids! (when i have them)
All of this is something I'm hoping for and have been for a long time.
Everywhere I have ever been, i was drag there by someones else's will or whim.
But this time its going to be me to make the decision and it feels great.
I'm still researching and all that fun stuff so destination is still to be announced.







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Sorry for the delay of things...ive been with out the internet for quite some time now. But obviously its back now. To fill in a few things i moved again...ive got my own place again and it feels great. Also a new job with the future looking brighter. Im on my way to make new and interesting things happen to my life. All for the positive!

New stuff to be posted here and there the next few days